Sunday, October 25, 2009

My heart-throbs...

There are at least three fair souls whom I have interest at my alma mater. These three people are not only damn smart, they are also damn intelligent and damn hardworking. Two of them are currently in their fifth semester and the other one is in her seventh semester. Well, I have no look nor brain. I also don't have a strong discipline and most importantly I am an under-achiever. So, obviously I could not set my eyes on anyone of them. I hope that I can win any of these fair ladies' hearts when I become somebody, not just a below-achieving anybody.

Who are these fair ladies? For the time being, I could not disclose who they are. Only time will reveal their true identities.

Well, the call of examination is nudging me know...emmm....I think you know-lah!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Yeah, 'I syok sendiri'

I always 'syok sendiri' thinking that I am better than others, but actually I'm not...

I always 'syok sendiri' thinking that I can survive on my own, but actually I cannot...

I always 'syok sendiri' thinking that I am a cheerful giver, but actually I'm not...

I always 'syok sendiri' thinking that others will love me, but actually they don't...

I always 'syok sendiri' thinking that I am indispensable, but actually I'm not...

When am I going to wake up and face the reality? Come on, wake up and make up your fucking mind...

Do you still want to confine yourself in your world of illusion?

Wake up! You have been living like this for over twenty years.

You're an under-achiever!

Get up and face the reality!

Monday, October 12, 2009

My old schoolmates.

I have been informed that one of my friends is pursuing an MBA in the States. The other friend is furthering his studies for the master's degree. He is also said to be a potential candidate for the PhD.

Two of my old schoolmates have got married. In fact, two of them are siblings. Their husbands are not their used-to-be boyfriends. These two boyfriends were also my schoolmates at Sekolah Menengah Jalan Junid, Muar.

I am proud of what my old school friends are doing now. I was touched when I heard good things about them. But, deep in my heart I am sad. I am here struggling to complete my thesis at UPSI. I am such a dick head. When will I ever learn? When will I ever grow up? Why am I still immature?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

More than just a good grammar...

I think I cannot be an academic. Because I don't even know how to cite. Sigh...

Monday, October 5, 2009

No posting for two years after 2010?

Can anyone tell me what is this all about?

Does this mean that those who loan the money from PTPTN may delay for their payments?

What does it mean when it is reported that the government of the day is having a financial problem?

If the government knew that they would be in this deep shit, why did they insist on sending a spaceflight participant into the space?

Last but not least, will the recipients of KPTM scholarship be affected?

So, you know how the policymakers in Malaysia work?


Friday, October 2, 2009

The Pledge of My Life

I swear with my life that I will not allow myself to extend my academic period. I see new hopes to complete every single assignment. I keep on winning battle by battle. I could win this war. Yeah, Malaysia Boleh! Yeow Chee Kheong Pun Boleh!